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cough [kOf], bloodshot ['blAdSOt], forlornly [fq'lLnlI]

 

He heard a snuffle behind him — a half-choking gasp or cough. Very slowly, because of his exceeding weakness and stiffness, he rolled over on his other side. He could see nothing near at hand, but he waited patiently. Again came the snuffle and cough, and outlined between two jagged rocks not a score of feet away he made out the gray head of a wolf. The sharp ears were not pricked so sharply as he had seen them on other wolves; the eyes were bleared and bloodshot, the head seemed to droop limply and forlornly. The animal blinked continually in the sunshine. It seemed sick. As he looked it snuffled and coughed again.

 

This, at least, was real (это, по крайней мере, нечто реальное), he thought (подумал он), and turned on the other side so that he might see the reality of the world (и повернулся на другой бок так, чтобы он мог видеть реальность мира) which had been veiled from him before by the vision (которая была скрыта от него раньше видéнием). But the sea still shone in the distance (но море все еще сверкало вдали) and the ship was plainly discernible (и корабль был ясно различим; to discern — различать, распознавать). Was it reality, after all (была ли это действительность, в конце концов)? He closed his eyes for a long while and thought (он закрыл глаза на долгое время и задумался), and then it came to him (и тогда его осенило; to come to — приходить на ум). He had been making north by east (он двигался на север со смещением на один румб на восток = на северо-восток; north by east — направление по компасу на один румб от севера на восток, 11º15 по часовой стрелке от северного направления), away from the Dease Divide and into the Coppermine Valley (от водораздела Диз в долину Коппермайна). This wide and sluggish river was the Coppermine (эта широкая и медлительная река была Коппермайном). That shining sea was the Arctic Ocean (/а/ это сверкающее море было Северным Ледовитым океаном). That ship was a whaler (этот корабль был китобой), strayed east (отбившийся = зашедший на восток; strayed — заблудившийся, отбившийся), far east (далеко на восток), from the mouth of the Mackenzie (от устья Макензи), and it was lying at anchor in Coronation Gulf (и он стоял на якоре в заливе Коронации). He remembered the Hudson Bay Company chart (он вспомнил карту компании «Гудзонов Залив») he had seen long ago (которую он видел давно), and it was all clear and reasonable to him (и для него все стало ясно и обоснованно).

 

vision [vIZn], ocean ['quSqn], anchor ['xNkq]

 

This, at least, was real, he thought, and turned on the other side so that he might see the reality of the world which had been veiled from him before by the vision. But the sea still shone in the distance and the ship was plainly discernible. Was it reality, after all? He closed his eyes for a long while and thought, and then it came to him. He had been making north by east, away from the Dease Divide and into the Coppermine Valley. This wide and sluggish river was the Coppermine. That shining sea was the Arctic Ocean. That ship was a whaler, strayed east, far east, from the mouth of the Mackenzie, and it was lying at anchor in Coronation Gulf. He remembered the Hudson Bay Company chart he had seen long ago, and it was all clear and reasonable to him.

 

He sat up and turned his attention to immediate affairs (он сел и обратил свое внимание на неотложные дела; to turn one’s attention to smth. — обратить чье-либо внимание на что-либо; immediate — неотложный, спешный). He had worn through the blanket-wrappings (он износил насквозь = до дыр обмотки из одеяла; to wear — носить /об одежде/; износить), and his feet were shapeless lumps of raw meat (и его ступни были бесформенными кусками сырого мяса). His last blanket was gone (его последнее одеяло было потрачено; to go — уходить; тратиться). Rifle and knife were both missing (ружье и нож, оба пропали; missing — недостающий, отсутствующий, пропавший). He had lost his hat somewhere (он где-то потерял свою шапку), with the bunch of matches in the band (со связкой спичек в ленте), but the matches against his chest were safe and dry inside the tobacco pouch and oil paper (но спички на его груди были в безопасности и сухими в кисете и промасленной бумаге). He looked at his watch (он посмотрел на свои часы). It marked eleven o'clock and was still running (они показывали одиннадцать часов и все еще шли). Evidently he had kept it wound (очевидно он заводил их: «поддерживал их /в/ заведенном /состоянии»; to wind).

 

attention [q'tenSn], immediate [I'mJdIqt], affair [q'fFq]

 

He sat up and turned his attention to immediate affairs. He had worn through the blanket-wrappings, and his feet were shapeless lumps of raw meat. His last blanket was gone. Rifle and knife were both missing. He had lost his hat somewhere, with the bunch of matches in the band, but the matches against his chest were safe and dry inside the tobacco pouch and oil paper. He looked at his watch. It marked eleven o'clock and was still running. Evidently he had kept it wound.

 

He was calm and collected (он был спокоен и собран). Though extremely weak (хотя /и был/ чрезвычайно слаб), he had no sensation of pain (у него не было ощущения боли). He was not hungry (он не был голоден). The thought of food was not even pleasant to him (мысль о еде не была даже приятна ему), and whatever he did was done by his reason alone (и все, что он ни делал, делалось лишь разумом = по велению разума). He ripped off his pants' legs to the knees and bound them about his feet (он оборвал штаны с ног до колен и перевязал ими ступни; to bind). Somehow he had succeeded in retaining the tin bucket (каким-то образом ему удалось сохранить оловянное ведерко). He would have some hot water (он выпьет кипятку) before he began what he foresaw was to be a terrible journey to the ship (прежде чем начнет то, что, как он предвидел, будет внушающим страх путешествием к кораблю).

 

calm [kRm], extremely [Iks'trJmlI], journey ['GWnI]

 

He was calm and collected. Though extremely weak, he had no sensation of pain. He was not hungry. The thought of food was not even pleasant to him, and whatever he did was done by his reason alone. He ripped off his pants' legs to the knees and bound them about his feet. Somehow he had succeeded in retaining the tin bucket. He would have some hot water before he began what he foresaw was to be a terrible journey to the ship.

 

His movements were slow (его движения были медленными). He shook as with a palsy (он трясся, как в параличе). When he started to collect dry moss (когда он начал собирать сухой мох), he found he could not rise to his feet (он обнаружил, что не может подняться на ноги). He tried again and again (он пытался снова и снова), then contented himself with crawling about on hands and knees (затем удовольствовался тем, что пополз на четвереньках). Once he crawled near to the sick wolf (разок он прополз возле больного волка). The animal dragged itself reluctantly out of his way (животное неохотно отодвинулось с дороги; to drag — тянуться, тащиться, медленно двигаться), licking its chops with a tongue which seemed hardly to have the strength to curl (облизываясь языком, у которого, казалось, едва есть силы сворачиваться; to lick one’s chops — облизываться). The man noticed that the tongue was not the customary healthy red (человек заметил, что язык был не обычного здорового красного цвета). It was a yellowish brown and seemed coated with a rough and half-dry mucus (он был желтовато-коричневым и казался покрытым неровной = свалявшейся и полусухой слизью; rough — грубый; неровный).

 

palsy ['pLlzI], reluctantly [rI'lAktqntlI], healthy ['helTI]

 

His movements were slow. He shook as with a palsy. When he started to collect dry moss, he found he could not rise to his feet. He tried again and again, then contented himself with crawling about on hands and knees. Once he crawled near to the sick wolf. The animal dragged itself reluctantly out of his way, licking its chops with a tongue which seemed hardly to have the strength to curl. The man noticed that the tongue was not the customary healthy red. It was a yellowish brown and seemed coated with a rough and half-dry mucus.

 

After he had drunk a quart of hot water (после того как он выпил кварту кипятка) the man found he was able to stand (мужчина понял, что он может стоять), and even to walk as well as a dying man might be supposed to walk (и даже идти, как должен был бы идти умирающий человек; to suppose — предполагать). Every minute or so he was compelled to rest (каждую минуту или около того ему приходилось отдыхать; to compel — заставлять, вынуждать, принуждать). His steps were feeble and uncertain (его шаги были немощными и неуверенными), just as the wolf's that trailed him were feeble and uncertain (в точности, как были немощными и неуверенными /шаги/ волка, который шел за ним по следу; to trail — протаптывать /тропинку/, прокладывать путь; идти по следу, выслеживать); and that night, when the shining sea was blotted out by blackness (и в ту ночь, когда сверкающее море было закрыто темнотой; blot — пятно; клякса; to blot out — вычеркивать; стирать; закрывать, скрывать, покрывать), he knew he was nearer to it by no more than four miles (он понял, что он ближе к нему не более, чем на четыре мили; to know — понимать, осознавать).

 

water ['wLtq], uncertain [An'sWtn], four [fL]

 

After he had drunk a quart of hot water the man found he was able to stand, and even to walk as well as a dying man might be supposed to walk. Every minute or so he was compelled to rest. His steps were feeble and uncertain, just as the wolf's that trailed him were feeble and uncertain; and that night, when the shining sea was blotted out by blackness, he knew he was nearer to it by no more than four miles.

 

Throughout the night he heard the cough of the sick wolf (на протяжении всей ночи он слышал кашель больного волка), and now and then the squawking of the caribou calves (и время от времени крики оленят; to squawk — вопить, пронзительно кричать). There was life all around him (повсюду вокруг него была жизнь), but it was strong life (но это была сильная жизнь), very much alive and well (очень бодрая и здоровая), and he knew the sick wolf clung to the sick man's trail in the hope (и он понял, что больной волк держался следа больного человека в надежде; to cling — цепляться; прилипать; крепко держаться /чего-либо/) that the man would die first (что человек умрет первым). In the morning, on opening his eyes (утром, открыв глаза), he beheld it regarding him with a wistful and hungry stare (он увидел его, глядящего на него томящимся и голодным взглядом). It stood crouched (он стоял, согнувшись), with tail between its legs (с хвостом между ног), like a miserable and woe-begone dog (как несчастная и печальная собака; woebegone — мрачный, горестный, печальный: «отягченный скорбью»; woe — горе, скорбь; бедствие). It shivered in the chill morning wind (он трясся на холодном утреннем ветру), and grinned dispiritedly (и уныло оскалился) when the man spoke to it in a voice (когда человек заговорил с ним голосом) that achieved no more than a hoarse whisper (который достиг = возвысился не более, чем до сиплого шепота; to achieve — добиваться, достигать).

 

crouch [krauC], woe [wqu], achieve [q'CJv]

 

Throughout the night he heard the cough of the sick wolf, and now and then the squawking of the caribou calves. There was life all around him, but it was strong life, very much alive and well, and he knew the sick wolf clung to the sick man's trail in the hope that the man would die first. In the morning, on opening his eyes, he beheld it regarding him with a wistful and hungry stare. It stood crouched, with tail between its legs, like a miserable and woe-begone dog. It shivered in the chill morning wind, and grinned dispiritedly when the man spoke to it in a voice that achieved no more than a hoarse whisper.

 

The sun rose brightly (ярко взошло солнце), and all morning the man tottered and fell toward the ship on the shining sea (и все утро человек ковылял и падал в сторону корабля на сверкающей /глади/ моря). The weather was perfect (погода была превосходная). It was the brief Indian Summer of the high latitudes (это было короткое бабье лето высоких широт; Indian Summer — золотая осень, бабье лето /теплые дни в начале осени/). It might last a week (возможно, оно продлится неделю). To-morrow or next day it might be gone (/а/ может, завтра или на следующий день оно кончится).

In the afternoon the man came upon a trail (после полудня человек наткнулся на след). It was of another man (это был /след/ другого человека), who did not walk (который не шел), but who dragged himself on all fours (а который тащился вперед на четвереньках). The man thought it might be Bill (человек подумал, что это мог быть Билл), but he thought in a dull, uninterested way (но он подумал вяло, незаинтересованно: «в вялой, незаинтересованной манере»; way — способ, манера; образ действий). He had no curiosity (у него не было любопытства = пропало любопытство). In fact, sensation and emotion had left him (на самом деле ощущения и эмоции покинули его; to leave — покидать, оставлять). He was no longer susceptible to pain (он был больше невосприимчив к боли = он больше не воспринимал боль). Stomach and nerves had gone to sleep (желудок и нервы уснули). Yet the life that was in him drove him on (тем не менее, жизнь, которая была = оставалась в нем, толкала его вперед). He was very weary (он очень устал), but it refused to die (но она = жизнь отказывалась умирать). It was because it refused to die (именно потому, что она отказывалась умирать) that he still ate muskeg berries and minnows (он все еще ел болотные ягоды и гольянов), drank his hot water (пил кипяток), and kept a wary eye on the sick wolf (и наблюдал подозрительно за больным волком; to keep an eye on smth. — наблюдать за чем-либо; wary — подозрительный; настороженный).

 

high [haI], latitude ['lxtItjHd], susceptible [sq'septqbl]

 

The sun rose brightly, and all morning the man tottered and fell toward the ship on the shining sea. The weather was perfect. It was the brief Indian Summer of the high latitudes. It might last a week. To-morrow or next day it might be gone.

In the afternoon the man came upon a trail. It was of another man, who did not walk, but who dragged himself on all fours. The man thought it might be Bill, but he thought in a dull, uninterested way. He had no curiosity. In fact, sensation and emotion had left him. He was no longer susceptible to pain. Stomach and nerves had gone to sleep. Yet the life that was in him drove him on. He was very weary, but it refused to die. It was because it refused to die that he still ate muskeg berries and minnows, drank his hot water, and kept a wary eye on the sick wolf.

 

He followed the trail of the other man who dragged himself along (он пошел по следу другого человека, который тащился вперед), and soon came to the end of it (и вскоре пришел к его концу) — a few fresh-picked bones (несколько недавно обглоданных костей /там/) where the soggy moss was marked by the foot-pads of many wolves (где сырой мох был отмечен следами лап многих волков). He saw a squat moose-hide sack (он увидел короткий и толстый мешочек из лосиной кожи), mate to his own (товарищ его собственному), which had been torn by sharp teeth (который был разорван острыми зубами). He picked it up (он поднял его), though its weight was almost too much for his feeble fingers (хотя его вес был слишком велик для его немощных пальцев). Bill had carried it to the last (Билл нес его до последнего). Ha! ha (ха-ха)! He would have the laugh on Bill (он посмеется над Биллом; to have the laugh on smb. — посмеяться над кем-либо). He would survive and carry it to the ship in the shining sea (он выживет и донесет его до корабля в сверкающем море). His mirth was hoarse and ghastly (его веселье = ликование было сиплым и неприятным), like a raven's croak (как карканье ворона), and the sick wolf joined him (и больной волк присоединился к нему), howling lugubriously (скорбно завывая; lugubrious — скорбный, печальный, мрачный; траурный). The man ceased suddenly (человек вдруг перестал). How could he have the laugh on Bill if that were Bill (как он мог посмеяться над Биллом, если это был Билл); if those bones, so pinky-white and clean, were Bill (если эти кости, такие розово-белые и чистые, были Биллом)?

 

other ['ADq], ghastly ['gRstlI], lugubrious [lH'gHbrIqs]

 

He followed the trail of the other man who dragged himself along, and soon came to the end of it — a few fresh-picked bones where the soggy moss was marked by the foot-pads of many wolves. He saw a squat moose-hide sack, mate to his own, which had been torn by sharp teeth. He picked it up, though its weight was almost too much for his feeble fingers. Bill had carried it to the last. Ha! ha! He would have the laugh on Bill. He would survive and carry it to the ship in the shining sea. His mirth was hoarse and ghastly, like a raven's croak, and the sick wolf joined him, howling lugubriously. The man ceased suddenly. How could he have the laugh on Bill if that were Bill; if those bones, so pinky-white and clean, were Bill?

 

He turned away (он отвернулся). Well, Bill had deserted him (ну, Билл бросил его); but he would not take the gold (но он не возьмет ни золото), nor would he suck Bill's bones (и не будет обсасывать кости Билла). Bill would have, though (хотя Билл и поступил бы так), had it been the other way around (если бы это было наоборот; the other way around — наоборот), he mused as he staggered on (размышлял он, идя, шатаясь, вперед; to stagger — шататься; идти шатаясь). He came to a pool of water (он подошел к луже воды). Stooping over in quest of minnows (наклонившись над ней в поисках гольянов), he jerked his head back as though he had been stung (он отдернул голову назад, словно его ужалили; to sting — жалить). He had caught sight of his reflected face (он увидел свое отраженное лицо = отражение своего лица; to catch sight of — заметить). So horrible was it (оно было так ужасно) that sensibility awoke long enough to be shocked (что чувствительность проснулась до достаточной степени: «достаточно далеко», чтобы оказаться потрясенной; to shock — производить сильное впечатление, поражать, потрясать; to awake). There were three minnows in the pool (было три гольяна в луже), which was too large to drain (которая была слишком велика, чтобы ее осушить = вычерпать; to drain — осушать, отводить воду); and after several ineffectual attempts to catch them in the tin bucket he forbore (и после нескольких безрезультатных попыток поймать их в оловянное ведро, он воздержался = прекратил; to forbear — сдерживаться, воздерживаться). He was afraid (он боялся), because of his great weakness (из-за своей большой слабости), that he might fall in and drown (что он может упасть в воду и утонуть). It was for this reason that he did not trust himself to the river astride one of the many drift-logs (именно по этой причине он не доверил себя реке, /чтобы плыть/ верхом на одном из многих плавучих бревен) which lined its sand-spits (которые выстроились вдоль ее длинных песчаных отмелей; to line — выстраиваться, тянуться вдоль; spit — длинная отмель; намывная коса).

 

enough [I'nAf], large [lRG], drown [draun]

 

He turned away. Well, Bill had deserted him; but he would not take the gold, nor would he suck Bill's bones. Bill would have, though, had it been the other way around, he mused as he staggered on. He came to a pool of water. Stooping over in quest of minnows, he jerked his head back as though he had been stung. He had caught sight of his reflected face. So horrible was it that sensibility awoke long enough to be shocked. There were three minnows in the pool, which was too large to drain; and after several ineffectual attempts to catch them in the tin bucket he forbore. He was afraid, because of his great weakness, that he might fall in and drown. It was for this reason that he did not trust himself to the river astride one of the many drift-logs which lined its sand-spits.

 

That day he decreased the distance between him and the ship by three miles (в тот день он уменьшил расстояние между ним и кораблем на три мили); the next day by two (в следующий день на две) — for he was crawling now as Bill had crawled (ибо теперь он полз, как полз Билл); and the end of the fifth day found the ship still seven miles away and him unable to make even a mile a day (а конец пятого дня застал корабль все еще в семи милях от него, а он был не в состоянии проходить даже милю в день). Still the Indian Summer held on (все еще стояло бабье лето; to hold on — продолжать делать что-либо, упорствовать в чем-либо), and he continued to crawl and faint (а он продолжал ползти и терять сознание), turn and turn about (попеременно /то полз, то терял сознание/; turn and turn about — попеременно); and ever the sick wolf coughed and wheezed at his heels (и постоянно больной волк кашлял и хрипел следом за ним; at smb.'s heels — по пятам, следом за кем-либо). His knees had become raw meat like his feet (его колени стали сырым мясом, как его ступни), and though he padded them with the shirt from his back (и хотя он обмотал их рубахой со спины; to pad — подбивать/набивать волосом или ватой; подкладывать что-либо мягкое) it was a red track he left behind him on the moss and stones (на мху и камнях за собой он оставлял окровавленный след; red — красный; окровавленный, запачканный кровью). Once, glancing back (однажды, оглянувшись), he saw the wolf licking hungrily his bleeding trail (он увидел, как волк жадно лижет его кровавый след), and he saw sharply what his own end might be (и он внезапно понял, каким может стать его собственный конец) — unless — unless he could get the wolf (если — если он не сможет достать = убить волка). Then began as grim a tragedy of existence as was ever played (тогда началась та беспощадная трагедия жизни = трагическая борьба за жизнь, какая только когда-нибудь разыгрывалась; ever — всегда; когда-либо; хотя бы, только) — a sick man that crawled (больной человек, который полз = ползущий больной человек), a sick wolf that limped (больной волк, который хромал = хромающий больной волк), two creatures dragging their dying carcasses across the desolation and hunting each other's lives (два существа, волочащие свои умирающие оболочки через пустошь и охотящиеся за жизнью друг друга; carcass — туша; оболочка; каркас, остов).

 

decrease [dJ'krJs], glance [glRns], carcass ['kRkqs]

 

That day he decreased the distance between him and the ship by three miles; the next day by two — for he was crawling now as Bill had crawled; and the end of the fifth day found the ship still seven miles away and him unable to make even a mile a day. Still the Indian Summer held on, and he continued to crawl and faint, turn and turn about; and ever the sick wolf coughed and wheezed at his heels. His knees had become raw meat like his feet, and though he padded them with the shirt from his back it was a red track he left behind him on the moss and stones. Once, glancing back, he saw the wolf licking hungrily his bleeding trail, and he saw sharply what his own end might be — unless — unless he could get the wolf. Then began as grim a tragedy of existence as was ever played — a sick man that crawled, a sick wolf that limped, two creatures dragging their dying carcasses across the desolation and hunting each other's lives.

 

Had it been a well wolf (если бы это был здоровый волк), it would not have mattered so much to the man (это не имело бы такого значения для человека); but the thought of going to feed the maw of that loathsome and all but dead thing was repugnant to him (но мысль о том, чтобы накормить брюхо этого омерзительной и почти мертвой твари, была невыносима для него; all but — почти, едва не). He was finicky (он был разборчив; finicky — изощренный, разборчивый). His mind had begun to wander again (его разум снова начал блуждать), and to be perplexed by hallucinations (и сбиваться с толку галлюцинациями; perplexed — озадаченный, сбитый с толку, растерянный, ошеломленный), while his lucid intervals grew rarer and shorter (в то время как его промежутки здравомыслия становились реже и короче).

 

maw [mL], loathsome ['lquDsqm], repugnant [rI'pAgnqnt]

 

Had it been a well wolf, it would not have mattered so much to the man; but the thought of going to feed the maw of that loathsome and all but dead thing was repugnant to him. He was finicky. His mind had begun to wander again, and to be perplexed by hallucinations, while his lucid intervals grew rarer and shorter.

 

He was awakened once from a faint by a wheeze close in his ear (однажды его от обморока пробудила одышка возле самого уха). The wolf leaped lamely back (волк, спотыкаясь, отскочил назад), losing its footing and falling in its weakness (теряя опору для ног и падая от слабости). It was ludicrous (это было смешно), but he was not amused (но его это не позабавило). Nor was he even afraid (он даже не боялся). He was too far gone for that (он слишком далеко зашел для этого). But his mind was for the moment clear (но его разум на минуту прояснился), and he lay and considered (и он лег и подумал). The ship was no more than four miles away (корабль был не более, чем в четырех милях прочь = от него). He could see it quite distinctly (он видел его совершенно отчетливо) when he rubbed the mists out of his eyes (когда вытирал туман из глаз), and he could see the white sail of a small boat cutting the water of the shining sea (и он видел белый парус маленькой лодки, разрезающей воду сверкающего моря). But he could never crawl those four miles (но он никогда бы не смог проползти эти четыре мили). He knew that, and was very calm in the knowledge (он знал это и был очень спокоен в этом знании = сознавая это). He knew that he could not crawl half a mile (он знал, что не может проползти полмили). And yet he wanted to live (и, тем не менее, он хотел жить). It was unreasonable that he should die after all he had undergone (было неразумно, чтобы он умер после всего, что он перенес; to undergo — испытывать, переносить). Fate asked too much of him (судьба слишком много требовала от него). And, dying, he declined to die (и умирая, он отказался умирать). It was stark madness, perhaps (возможно, это было полнейшее безумие; stark — голый, нагой; абсолютный, полный, совершенный, полнейший), but in the very grip of Death he defied Death and refused to die (но именно /будучи/ в хватке Смерти он бросил вызов Смерти и отказался умирать; to defy — вызывать, бросать вызов; противостоять, сопротивляться).

 

ludicrous ['lHdIkrqs], knowledge ['nOlIG], refuse [rI'fjHz]

 

He was awakened once from a faint by a wheeze close in his ear. The wolf leaped lamely back, losing its footing and falling in its weakness. It was ludicrous, but he was not amused. Nor was he even afraid. He was too far gone for that. But his mind was for the moment clear, and he lay and considered. The ship was no more than four miles away. He could see it quite distinctly when he rubbed the mists out of his eyes, and he could see the white sail of a small boat cutting the water of the shining sea. But he could never crawl those four miles. He knew that, and was very calm in the knowledge. He knew that he could not crawl half a mile. And yet he wanted to live. It was unreasonable that he should die after all he had undergone. Fate asked too much of him. And, dying, he declined to die. It was stark madness, perhaps, but in the very grip of Death he defied Death and refused to die.

 

He closed his eyes and composed himself with infinite precaution (он закрыл глаза и с безмерной предосторожностью успокоил себя/взял себя в руки; to compose — улаживать, успокаивать). He steeled himself to keep above the suffocating languor (он превратил себя в сталь/преисполнился решимости, чтобы удержаться над удушающей слабостью; to steel — преобразовать в сталь /о железе/; придавать силу, решимость) that lapped like a rising tide through all the wells of his being (которая плескалась, как поднимающийся прилив, через все источники/родники его бытия). It was very like a sea, this deadly languor (она была очень похожа на море, эта смертельная слабость), that rose and rose and drowned his consciousness (которая поднималась и поднималась, и мало-помалу затапливала его сознание; bit by bit — мало-помалу, понемногу, постепенно). Sometimes he was all but submerged (иногда он почти тонул: «оказывался затопленным, погруженным под воду»; to submerge — окунать; опускать, погружать под воду; затоплять), swimming through oblivion with a faltering stroke (плывя сквозь забвение неуверенными взмахами); and again, by some strange alchemy of soul (и опять, по какой-то странной алхимии души), he would find another shred of will and strike out more strongly (он находил еще одну крупицу воли и бросался вперед более энергично; shred — клочок, кусочек, обрывок; капля, крупица, частица /о чем-либо нематериальном/; to strike — ударять; пробивать, проникать сквозь что-либо; strongly — интенсивно; энергично, решительно; to strike out — направляться; атаковать; бросаться).