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“Yes, I can! Now let go of me—before it disappears!” He tried to pry her off,

while his mind whirled uselessly. He’d left this girl—what?—an hour or so ago, so

deeply asleep that she had looked dead. Just how much could that little body take?

“ No! They’ll kill you! And Elena will kill me! But I’ll get killed first because I’ll still be

here!”

Awake, and actually capable of putting together puzzles.

“Human, I told you to let go,” he snarled. He bared his teeth at her, which only

caused her to bury her head in his jacket and cling on koala-bear style, wrapping

both her legs around one of his.

A couple of really hard slaps should dislodge her, he thought.

He lifted his hand.

D amon dropped his hand. He simply couldn’t make himself do it. Bonnie was weak,

light-headed, a liability in combat, easy to confuse—

That’s it, he thought. I’ll use that! She’s so naive—

“Let go for a second,” he coaxed. “So I can get the stave—”

“No! You’ll jump if I do! What’s a stave?” Bonnie said, all in one breath.

—and stubborn, and impractical—

Was the brilliant light beginning to flicker?

“Bonnie,” he said in a low voice, “I am deadly serious here. If you don’t let go, I’ll

make you—and you won’t like that, I promise.”

“Do what he says,” Meredith pleaded from somewhere quite close. “Bonnie, he’s

going into the Dark Dimension! But you’re going to end up going with him—and

you’ll both be human slaves this time! Take my hand!”

“Take her hand!” Damon roared, as the light definitely flickered, for an instant

becoming less blinding. He could feel Bonnie shifting and trying to see where

Meredith was, and then he heard her say, “I can’t—”

And then they were falling.

The last time they had traveled through a Gate they had been totally enclosed in

an elevator-like box. This time they were simply flying. There was the light, and

there were the two of them, and they were so blinded that somehow speaking didn’t

seem possible. There was only the brilliant, fluctuating, beautiful light—

And then they were standing in an alley, so narrow that it just barely allowed the

two of them to face each other, and between buildings so high that there was

almost no light down where they were.

No—that wasn’t the reason, Damon thought. He remembered that blood-red

perpetual light. It wasn’t coming directly from either side of the narrow slit of alley,

which meant that they were basically in deep burgundy twilight.

“Do you realize where we are?” Damon demanded in a furious whisper.

Bonnie nodded, seeming happy about having figured that out already. “We’re

basically in deep burgundy—”

“Crap!”

Bonnie looked around. “I don’t smell anything,” she offered cautiously, and

examined the soles of her feet.

“We are,” Damon said slowly and quietly, as if he needed to calm himself

between every word, “in a world where we can be flogged, flayed, and decapitated

just for stepping on the ground.”

Bonnie tried a little hop and then a jump in place, as if diminishing her groundinteraction

time might help them in some manner. She looked at him for further

instructions.

Quite suddenly, Damon picked her up and stared at her hard, as revelation

dawned. “You’re drunk!” he finally whispered. “You’re not even awake! All this while

I’ve been trying to get you to see sense, and you’re a drunken sleepwalker!”

“I am not!” Bonnie said. “And…just in case I am, you ought to be nicer to me. You

made me this way.”

Some distant part of Damon agreed that this was true. He was the one who’d

gotten the girl drunk and then drugged her with truth serum and sleeping medicine.

But that was simply a fact, and had nothing to do with how he felt about it. How he

felt was that there was no possible way for him to proceed with this all-too-gentle

creature along.

Of course, the sensible thing would be to get away from her very quickly, and let

the city, this huge metropolis of evil, swallow her in its great, black-fanged maw, as

it would most certainly do if she walked a dozen steps on its streets without him.

But, as before, something inside him simply wouldn’t let him do it. And, he realized,

the sooner he admitted that, the sooner he could find a place to put her and begin

taking care of his own affairs.

“What’s that?” he said, taking one of her hands.

“My opal ring,” Bonnie said proudly. “See, it goes with everything, because it’s all

colors. I always wear it; it’s casual or dress-up.” She happily let Damon take it off

and examine it.

“These are real diamonds on the sides?”

“Flawless, pure white,” Bonnie said, still proudly. “Lady Ulma’s fiancé Lucen

made it so that if we ever needed to take the stones out and sell them—” She

came up short. “You’re going to take the stones out and sell them! No! No no no no

no!”

“Yes! I have to, if you’re going to have any chance of surviving,” Damon said.

“And if you say one more word or fail to do exactly as I tell you, I am going to leave

you alone here. And then you will die. ” He turned narrowed, menacing eyes on her.

Bonnie abruptly turned into a frightened bird. “All right,” she whispered, tears

gathering on her eyelashes. “What’s it for?”

Thirty minutes later, she was in prison; or as good as. Damon had installed her in

a second-story apartment with one window covered by roller blinds, and strict

instructions about keeping them down. He had pawned the opal and a diamond

successfully, and paid a sour, humorless-looking landlady to bring Bonnie two

meals a day, escort her to the toilet when necessary, and otherwise forget about

her existence.

“Listen,” he said to Bonnie, who was still crying silently after the landlady had left

them, “I’ll try to get back to see you within three days. If I don’t come within a week

it’ll mean I’m dead. Then you—don’t cry! Listen!— then you need to use these

jewels and this money to try to get all the way from here to here; where Lady Ulma

will still be—we hope.”

He gave her a map and a little moneybag full of coins and gems left over from

the cost of her bread and board. “ If that happens—and I can pretty well promise it

won’t, your best chance is to try walking in the daytime when things are busy; keep

your eyes down, your aura small, and don’t talk to anyone. Wear this sacking

smock, and carry this bag of food. Pray that nobody asks you anything, but try to

look as if you’re on an errand for your master. Oh, yes.” Damon reached into his

jacket pocket and pulled out two small iron slave bracelets, bought when he had

gotten the map. “ Never take them off, not when you’re sleeping, not when you’re

eating— never. ”

He looked at her darkly, but Bonnie was already on the threshold of a panic

attack. She was trembling and crying, but too frightened to say a word. Ever since

entering the Dark Dimension she’d been keeping her aura as small as possible,

her psychic defenses high; she didn’t need to be told to do that. She was in danger.

She knew it.

Damon finished somewhat more leniently. “I know it sounds difficult, but I can tell

you that I personally have no intention whatsoever of dying. I’ll try to visit you, but

getting across the borders of the various sectors is dangerous, and that’s what I

may have to do to come here. Just be patient, and you’ll be all right. Remember,

time passes differently here than back on Earth. We can be here for weeks and

we’ll get back practically the instant we set out. And, look”—Damon gestured

around the room—“dozens of star balls! You can watch all of them.”

These were the more common kind of star ball, the kind that had, not Power in

them, but memories, stories, or lessons. When you held one to your temple, you

were immersed in whatever material had been imprinted on the ball.

“Better than TV,” Damon said. “Much.”

Bonnie nodded slightly. She was still crushed, and she was so small, so slight,

her skin so pale and fine, her hair such a flame of brilliance in the dim crimson light

that seeped through the blinds, that as always Damon found himself melting slightly.

“Do you have any questions?” he asked her finally.

Bonnie said slowly, “And—you’re going to be…?”

“Out getting the vampire versions of Who’s Who and the Book of Peers,” Damon

said. “I’m looking for a lady of quality.”

After Damon had left, Bonnie looked around the room.

It was horrible. Dark brown and just horrible! She had been trying to save Damon

from going back into the Dark Dimension because she remembered the terrible

way that slaves—who were mostly humans—were treated.

But did he appreciate that? Did he? Not in the slightest! And then when she’d

been falling through the light with him, she’d thought that at least they would be

going to Lady Ulma’s, the Cinderella-story woman whom Elena had rescued and

who had then regained her wealth and status and had designed beautiful dresses

so that the girls could go to fancy parties. There would have been big beds with

satin sheets and maids who brought strawberries and clotted cream for breakfast.

There would have been sweet Lakshmi to talk to, and gruff Dr. Meggar, and…

Bonnie looked around the brown room and the plain rush-filled pallet with its

single blanket. She picked up a star ball listlessly, and then let it drop from her

fingers.

Suddenly, a great sleepiness filled her, making her head swim. It was like a fog

rolling in. There was absolutely no question of fighting it. Bonnie stumbled toward

the bed, fell onto it, and was asleep almost before she had settled under the

blanket.

“It’s my fault far more than yours,” Stefan was saying to Meredith. “Elena and I

were—deeply asleep—or he’d never have managed any part of it. I’d have noticed

him talking with Bonnie. I’d have realized he was taking you hostage. Please don’t

blame yourself, Meredith.”

“I should have tried to warn you. I just never expected Bonnie to come running

out and grab him,” Meredith said. Her dark gray eyes shimmered with unshed

tears. Elena squeezed her hand, sick in the pit of her stomach herself.

“You certainly couldn’t be expected to fight off Damon,” Stefan said flatly.

“Human or vampire—he’s trained; he knows moves that you could never counter.

You can’t blame yourself.”

Elena was thinking the same thing. She was worried about Damon’s

disappearance—and terrified for Bonnie. Yet at another level of her mind she was

wondering at the lacerations on Meredith’s palm that she was trying to warm. The

strangest thing was that the wounds appeared to have been treated—rubbed slick

with lotion. But she wasn’t going to bother Meredith about it at a time like this.

Especially when it was really Elena’s own fault. She was the one who had enticed

Stefan the night before. Oh, they had been deep, all right—deep in each other’s

minds.

“Anyway, it’s Bonnie’s fault if it’s anyone’s,” Stefan said regretfully. “But now I’m

worried about her. Damon’s not going to be inclined to watch out for her if he didn’t

want her to come.”

Meredith bowed her head. “It’s my fault if she gets hurt.”

Elena chewed her lower lip. There was something wrong. Something about

Meredith, that Meredith wasn’t telling her. Her hands were really damaged, and

Elena couldn’t figure out how they could have gotten that way.

Almost as if she knew what Elena was thinking, Meredith slipped her hand out of

Elena’s and looked at it. Looked at both her palms, side by side. They were equally

scratched and torn.

Meredith bent her dark head farther, almost doubling over where she sat. Then

she straightened, throwing back her head like someone who had made a decision.

She said, “There’s something I have to tell you—”

“Wait,” Stefan whispered, putting a hand on her shoulder. “Listen. There’s a car

coming.”

Elena listened. In a moment she heard it too. “They’re coming to the

boardinghouse,” she said, puzzled.

“It’s so early,” Meredith said. “Which means—”

“It has to be the police after Matt,” Stefan finished. “I’d better go in and wake him

up. I’ll put him in the root cellar.”

Elena quickly corked the star ball with its meager ounces of fluid. “He can take

this with him,” she was beginning, when Meredith suddenly ran to the opposite side

of the Gate. She picked up a long, slender object that Elena couldn’t recognize,

even with Power channeled to her eyes. She saw Stefan blink and stare at it.

“This needs to go in the root cellar too,” Meredith said. “And there are probably

earth tracks coming out of the cellar, and blood in the kitchen. Two places.”

“Blood?” Elena began, furious with Damon, but then she shook her head and

refocused. In the light of dawn, she could see a police car, cruising like some great

white shark toward the house.

“Let’s go,” Elena said. “Go, go, go!”

They all dashed back to the boardinghouse, crouching to stay low to the ground

as they did it. As they went, Elena hissed, “Stefan, you’ve got to Influence them if

you can. Meredith, you try to clean up the soil and blood. I’ll get Matt; he’s less likely

to punch me when I tell him he has to hide.”

They hastened to their appointed duties. In the middle of it all, Mrs. Flowers

appeared, dressed in a flannel nightgown with a fuzzy pink robe over it, and slippers

with bunny heads on them. As the first hammering knock on the door sounded, she

had her hand on the door handle, and the police officer, who was beginning to

shout, “POLICE! OPEN THE—” found himself bawling this directly over the head of

a little old lady who could not have looked more frail or harmless. He ended almost

in a whisper, “—door?”

“It is open,” Mrs. Flowers said sweetly. She opened it to its widest, so that Elena

could see two officers, and the officers could see Elena, Stefan, and Meredith, all

of whom had just arrived from the kitchen area.

“We want to speak to Matt Honeycutt,” the female officer said. Elena noted that

the squad car was from the Ridgemont Sheriff’s Department. “His mother informed

us that he was here—after serious questioning.”

They were coming inside, shouldering their way past Mrs. Flowers. Elena

glanced at Stefan, who was pale, with tiny beads of sweat visible on his forehead.

He was looking intently at the female officer, but she just kept talking.

“His mother says he’s been virtually living at this boardinghouse recently,” she

said, while the male officer held up some kind of paperwork.

“We have a warrant to search the premises,” he said flatly.

Mrs. Flowers seemed uncertain. She glanced back toward Stefan, but then let

her gaze move on to the other teenagers. “Perhaps it would be best if I made

everyone a nice cup of tea?”

Stefan was still looking at the woman, his face looking paler and more drawn than

ever. Elena felt a sudden panic clutch at her stomach. Oh, God, even with the gift

of her blood tonight, Stefan was weak—far too weak to even use Influence.

“May I ask a question?” Meredith said in her low, calm voice. “Not about the

warrant,” she added, waving the paper away. “How is it out there in Fell’s Church?

Do you know what’s going on?”

She was buying time, Elena thought, and yet everyone stopped to hear the

answer.

“Mayhem,” the female sheriff replied after a moment’s pause. “It’s like a war

zone out there. Worse than that because it’s the kids who are—” She broke off

and shook her head. “That’s not our business. Our business is finding a fugitive

from justice. But first, as we were driving toward your hotel we saw a very bright

column of light. It wasn’t from a helicopter. I don’t suppose you know anything about

what it was?”

Just a door through space and time, Elena was thinking, as Meredith answered,

still calmly, “Maybe a power transmitter blowing up? Or a freak shaft of lightning?

Or are you talking about…a UFO?” She lowered her already soft voice.

“We don’t have time for this,” the male sheriff said, looking disgusted. “We’re

here to find this Honeycutt man.”

“You’re welcome to look,” Mrs. Flowers said. They were already doing so.

Elena felt shocked and nauseated on two fronts. “This Honeycutt man.” Man,

not boy. Matt was over eighteen. Was he still a juvenile? If not, what would they do

to him when they eventually caught up to him?

And then there was Stefan. Stefan had been so certain, so…convincing…in his

announcements about being well again. All that talk about going back to hunting

animals—but the truth was that he needed much more blood to recover.

Now her mind spun into planning mode, faster and faster. Stefan obviously

wasn’t going to be able to Influence both of those officers without a very large

donation of human blood.

And if Elena gave it…the sick feeling in her stomach increased and she felt the

small hairs on her body stand up…if she gave it, what were the chances that she

would become a vampire herself?

High, a cool, rational voice in her mind answered. Very high, considering that

less than a week ago, she had been exchanging blood with Damon. Frequently.

Uninhibitedly.

Which left her with the only plan she could think of. These sheriffs wouldn’t find

Matt, but Meredith and Bonnie had told her the whole story of how another

Ridgemont sheriff had come, asking about Matt—and about Stefan’s girlfriend. The

problem was that she, Elena Gilbert, had “died” nine months ago. She shouldn’t be

here—and she had a feeling that these officers would be inquisitive.

They needed Stefan’s Power. Right now. There was no other way, no other

choice. Stefan. Power. Human blood.

She moved to Meredith, who had her dark head down and cocked to one side as

if listening to the two sheriffs clomping above on the stairs.

“Meredith—”

Meredith turned toward her and Elena almost took a step back in shock.

Meredith’s normally olive complexion was gray, and her breath was coming fast

and shallowly.

Meredith, calm and composed Meredith, already knew what Elena was going to

ask of her. Enough blood to leave her out of control as it was being taken. And fast.

That terrified her. More than terrified.

She can’t do it, Elena thought. We’re lost.

D amon was making his way up the beautiful rose-covered trellis below the window

of the bedchamber of M. le Princess Jessalyn D’Aubigne, a very wealthy, beautiful,

and much-admired girl who had the bluest blood of any vampire in the Dark

Dimension, according to the books he’d bought. In fact, he’d listened to the locals

and it was rumored that Sage himself had changed her two years ago, and had

given her this bijoux castle to live in. Delicate gem that it appeared, though, the little

castle had already presented Damon with several problems. There had been that

razor-wire fence, on which he ripped his leather jacket; an unusually dexterous and

stubborn guard whom it had really been a pity to strangle; an inner moat that had

almost taken him unawares; and a few dogs that he had treated with the Sabertranquilizer

routine—using Mrs. Flowers’s sleeping powder, which he’d brought with

him from Earth. It would have been easier to poison them, but Jessalyn was

reputed to have a very soft heart for animals and he needed her for at least three

days. That should be long enough to make him a vampire—if they did nothing else

during those days.

Now, as he pulled himself silently up the trellis, he mentally added long rose

thorns to the list of inconveniences. He also rehearsed his first speech to

Jessalyn. She had been—was—would forever be—eighteen. But it was a young

eighteen, since she had only two years’ experience at being a vampire. He

comforted himself with this as he climbed silently into a window.

Still silently, moving slowly in case the princess had guardian animals in her

bedchamber, Damon parted layer after layer of filmy, translucent black curtains

that kept the blood-red light of the sun from shining into the chamber. His boots

sank into the thick pile of a black rug. Making it out of the enfolding curtains, Damon

saw that the entire chamber was decorated in a simple theme by a master of

contrast. Jet-black and off-black.

He liked it a lot.

There was an enormous bed with more billowing filmy black curtains almost

encasing it. The only way to approach it was from the foot, where the diaphanous

curtains were thinner.

Standing there in the cathedral-like silence of the great chamber, Damon looked

at the slight figure under the black silk sheets, among dozens of small throw pillows.

She was a jewel like the castle. Delicate bones. A look of utter innocence as she

slept. An ethereal river of fine, scarlet hair spilling about her. He could see

individual hairs straying on the black sheets. She looked a little like Bonnie.

Damon was pleased.

He pulled out the same knife he had put to Elena’s throat, and just for a moment

hesitated—but no, this was no time to be thinking of Elena’s golden warmth.

Everything depended on this fragile-shouldered child in front of him. He put the

point of the knife to his chest, deliberately placing it wide of his heart in case some

blood had to be spilled…and coughed.

Nothing happened. The princess, who was wearing a black negligee that showed

frail-looking arms as fine and pale as porcelain, went on sleeping. Damon noticed

that the nails on her small fingers were lacquered the exact scarlet of her hair.

The two large pillar candles set in tall black stands were giving off an enticing

perfume, as well as being clocks—the farther down they burned, the easier to tell

time. The lighting was perfect—everything was perfect—except that Jessalyn was

still asleep.

Damon coughed again, loudly—and bumped the bed.

The princess woke, starting up and simultaneously bringing two sheathed blades

out of her hair.

“Who is it? Is someone there?” She was looking in every direction but the right

one.

“It’s only me, your highness.” Damon pitched his voice low, but fraught with

unrequited need. “You don’t have to be afraid,” he added, now that she’d at last

gotten the right direction and seen him. He knelt by the foot of her bed.

He’d miscalculated a bit. The bed was so large and high that his chest and the

knife were far below Jessalyn’s line of sight.

“Here I will take my life,” he announced, very loudly to make sure that Jessalyn

was keeping up with the program.

After a moment or two the princess’s head popped up over the foot of the bed.

She balanced herself with hands spread wide and narrow shoulders hunched close

to her. At this distance he could see that her eyes were green—a complicated

green consisting of many different rings and speckles.

At first she just hissed at him and lifted her knives held in hands whose fingers

were tipped with nails of scarlet. Damon bore with her. She would learn in time that

all this wasn’t really necessary; that in fact it had gone out of fashion in the real

world decades ago and was only kept alive by pulp fiction and old movies.

“Here at your feet I slay myself,” he said again, to make sure she didn’t miss a

syllable, or the entire point, for that matter.

“You—yourself?” She was suspicious. “Who are you? How did you get here?

Why would you do such a thing?”

“I got here through the road of my madness. I did it out of what I know is

madness I can no longer live with.”

“What madness? And are you going to do it now?” the princess asked with

interest. “Because if you’re not, I’ll have to call my guards and—wait a minute,” she

interrupted herself.

She grabbed his knife before he could stop her and licked it. “This is a metal

blade,” she told him, tossing it back.

“I know.” Damon let his head fall so that hair curtained his eyes and said

painfully: “I am…a human, your highness.”

He was covertly watching through his lashes and he saw that Jessalyn

brightened up. “I thought you were just some weak, useless vampire,” she said

absently. “But now that I look at you…” A rose petal of a pink tongue came out and

licked her lips. “There’s no point in wasting the good stuff, is there?”

She was like Bonnie. She said exactly what she thought, when she thought it.

Something inside Damon wanted to laugh.

He stood again, looking at the girl on the bed with all the fire and passion of which

he was capable—and felt that it wasn’t enough. Thinking about the real Bonnie,

alone and unhappy, was…well, passion-quenching. But what else could he do?

Suddenly he knew what he could do. Before, when he’d stopped himself from

thinking of Elena, he had cut off any genuine passion or desire. But he was doing

this for Elena, as much as for himself. Elena couldn’t be his Princess of Darkness

if he couldn’t be her Prince.

This time, when he looked down at M. le Princess, it was differently. He could

feel the atmosphere change.

“Highness, I have no right even to speak to you,” he said, deliberately putting one

booted foot on the metal scrollwork that formed the frame of the bed. “You know as

well as I that you can kill me with a single blow…say, here”—pointing to a spot on

his jaw—“but you have already slain me—”

Jessalyn looked confused, but waited.

“—with love. I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. You could break my

neck, or—as I would say if I were permitted to touch your perfumed white hand—

you could curl those fingers around my throat and strangle me. I beg you to do it.”

Jessalyn was beginning to look puzzled but excited. Blushing, she held out one

small hand to Damon, but clearly without any intention of strangling him.

“Please, you must,” Damon said earnestly, never taking his eyes off hers. “That

is the only thing I ask of you: that you kill me yourself instead of calling your guards

so that the last sight I see will be your beautiful face.”

“You’re ill,” Jessalyn decided, still looking flustered. “There have been other

unbalanced minds who have made their way past the first wall of my castle—

although never to my chambers. I’ll give you to the doctors so that they can make

you well.”

“Please,” said Damon, who had forged his way through the last of the filmy black

hangings and was now looming over the sitting princess. “Grant me instant death,

rather than leaving me to die a little each day. You don’t know what I’ve done. I can’t

stop dreaming of you. I’ve followed you from shop to shop when you went out. I am

already dying now as you ravish me with your nobility and radiance, knowing that I

am no more than the paving stones you walk on. No doctor can change that.”

Jessalyn was clearly considering. Obviously, no one had ever talked to her like

this.

Her green eyes fixed on his lips, the lower of which was still bleeding. Damon

gave an indifferent little laugh and said, “One of your guards caught me and very

properly tried to kill me before I could reach you and disturb your sleep. I’m afraid I

had to kill him to get here,” he said, standing between one pillar candle and the girl

on the bed so that his shadow was thrown over her.

Jessalyn’s eyes widened in approval even as the rest of her seemed more

fragile than ever. “It’s still bleeding,” she whispered. “I could—”